I know I had to either marry her, or ask her if she would marry me, or let somebody go. She was too good a girl just to take up her time like that. She'd make somebody a good wife. So I didn't... I wanted to be... I loved her well enough, that I didn't want to ruin her life like that. So I said, "I got to make up my mind now, and I haven't got the nerve to ask her." So I said, "Now, what can I do?"